I Quit Blogging.

Well it's been fun. Not really. I liked this better before, when I had zero followers, and none of my friends knew about this. I just do not feel like explaining every post. Sorry to all two of my followers, ha ha, but maybe someday I will come back to this, and post mindless things about butterflies and flowers, and all the happy things in life. This blog has just lost all meaning to me.

I do not know... maybe I will come back to this after thinking about it. I just do not know right now.

Well, back to "The Never Ending Journal"...

If You Asked Me How High School Is...

... I honestly would not know what to say.
So many things have happened since 8th grade. Now, all of a sudden, I am a freshman, and my world has practically been turned upside down. I feel as though I have made a some new friends, but no new best friends have shown up in my life yet.
I have also lost a few friends this year, but I honestly think I will be alright in the end.
However, I do so believe that I am on the verge of losing a very close friend... it's rather depressing, how now when I look at my friends, I just do not see the people I would happily be friends with. This person is embarrassing, that person changed negatively, and the list goes on.
I feel as though I am being a brat, trying to pick and choose my friends... but honestly, what's the point of being friends with a person you do not enjoy being around.
Because I just do not feel right being around some of my friends.They have made new friends, and moved on just fine, leaving me behind in the dust. So why do I not just move on, too?
Because I want someone I can call a best friend, too.

Marching band is probably the best thing that's happened to me in a long time. I have met some amazing people, and even though I still do not have a best friend, or even many close friends, most of my good friends are in marching band. It's just been an amazing experience, and I am so sad that the season is over already...
But hey, that's what Indoor (Percussion) is for. (:

Well I honestly do not remember what I was going to write after that, so I am just going to publish this now... good-bye for now!

It's Been A While...

But it feels like it's only been a day.
Because the drama's stilll cheap, and so are the people.

So it's been a while since I posted anything... Well, high school started back in September, and I've been super busy with homework, marching band, and a few other activities.

Once I turn on my laptop though, it feels like I'm in August again.
The lies. The backstabbing. It's all still here, and it won't go away.


I kind of lost the point to this blog... I originally made this to vent about things and people bothering me, without friends or anyone from school finding it... well that's out the window now, thanks to no one buy my stupid self. I was thinking about making another blog, though. With my other email. I've yet to find the time to, though. I've just been kind of busy. But it would be nice to get on here everyone once in a while and just vent, like I wanted to do now.

I think I'll just go and read some of my old poems I wrote a while ago...


And if there's one thing I've learned though everything from August, that's continuing itself now, it'd be that change is inevitable. The seasons change, the sky changes, the leaves change, people change. Nothing ever stays the same. And now, I bow my head in memory of what was, used to be, and will most likely never be again.

Two Birds Of A Feather...

Two birds of a feather we were...
But as evolution changed the birds, the years changed us.
The feather split...
And so have we.

I wish things could have been different, that time hadn't changed us, but time doesn't grant wishes, and life goes on regardless of the situation.

Hi "Marie" :)

Just posting this one to say "Hi Marie". Alright, new post, new topic. Because now that this post has a smiley in the title, I feel as though I've tainted it with happiness and a less-serious tone. So, I'll just post something else momentarily. Possibly. If I don't change my mind about that.

So anyway. Bye. For now.

School Starts In A Month...

So school is starting up again. September 2nd, 2010, for me. I'll be a freshman in high school *gulp*. I'm only slightly nervous about it, though. But I'll be busy, with all of the work I'll have. Here's the courses I'll have.

College Prep Algebra
College Prep French
Honors Biology
Honors English
AP World History
High School 101 (Mandatory)
Gym
Band (Yes, it's a class in my high school)

I'll also be doing Marching Band, so I'm sure to be a busy person come this fall.
Oh, and if you were wondering, the course levels in my school are (from lowest to highest): Basic, Standard, College Prep (CP), Honors, Advanced Placement (AP). So yeah, I just kind of felt the need to brag about my course load there. Sorry.

When school comes back in session, we all go shopping. Back to school shopping, of course. I'm going to try to post a list of "Must Have" things sooner or later, for this school year.

Well I'm already tired of typing, so until next time... Bye.

School Is Over... But Drama Isn't :/

Hello!
Well, school ended this past Thursday for me (June 24, 2010, if any of you already stopped keeping track of the days). However, things are still tense between me and that ex-bestfriend Marie. I honestly think things have gone too far for us to ever be friends again. Oh well. Life will keep moving, even if I don't, so I'd best move on now, while I've got the entire summer to forget her, and make new memories, with my real friends.
So, summer is here! I'm kind of sad though, as I won't be seeing most of my classmates until September. Again, oh well. Hopefully I'll get to the beach at least once this summer. That would be nice.
Oh, I guess now would be a good time to mention that this September, I will be a freshman in high school! Yes, September 2010, I become an official high schooler. I'm really excited, as expected, but I am also slightly nervous. Nervous about the work, of course. I'm taking a mix of College Prep, Honors, and even an AP course next year, so I'm a bit anxious, to see how I'll cope with the work load, and how I'll manage my social life. Well, time will tell, because I most certainly don't know how I'll handle it all.

So, I'm bored of blogging already, for the night. Hopefully with summer, comes more frequent blogging.
Bye!

My 8th Grade Trip To Six Flags, And Other News

Hello! Long time no post. Now, before I get to the part about my 8th grade field trip to Six Flags, I must cover important information pertaining to this blog.
My blog has it's first official follower!
Welcome, Sarah, to Kat's wonderful blog. I, am obviously Kat. I am ever so excited that a real human being has actually taken interest in this blog of mine. I will now attempt to update my blog more frequently, and monitor content more carefully, to make sure only the best content is published for your eager eyes.
Okay, I'm done pretending to be some major company that actually has people that pay attention to it.

So. Six Flags.
I went with my graduating 8th grade class today to Six Flags Great Adventure. I rode Kingda Ka! My goodness, that ride is good. It wasn't actually as bad as I thought it would be. I also rode Nitro, and a few other good rides. As you can tell, I have a strong stomach, and deeply enjoy the thrill of roller coasters.
All was fun, except for the fact that the friends I have mentioned in previous posts, Elizabeth and Jordan, basically ditched me, so they could go hang out with my ex-bestfriend. Oh, and they went on some Dare Devil Bungee Jumping thing, had Jordan's boyfriend record it, and then they posted it to Facebook. How cool is that? My ex-bestfriend stealing the two closest friends I have! Great!
Well, that wasn't so bad. I hung out with other friends of mine, so it was all good, I guess. Wow, I'm tired now. I'd hate to blog such a short post, but I really am tired now. Six Flags wore me out. So, I guess maybe I'll post tomorrow, if I remember, or soon. Hopefully within a week. Afterall, school is ending in less than two weeks, so I'll want to blog about that, and pour my heart out to all one of my followers.

But seriously. I'm going to just publish this post now and go to bed.
Good-bye, until next time!
Kat

Is Your School "Silly For Silly Bandz" Too?

Hello, people of the World Wide Web. I haven't posted in a while. I guess I've just been kind of busy. Well, right now I'm having one of my "OMG I'm fashion retarded" moments. These happen every once in a while, when I get the sudden urge to go Google crazy, trying to find out about the latest fashion trends and what not, to see if I am up to par with the big shot fashionistas of the celebrity world.
Well, I'm never even close to being "up to par" with the celebrity fashion world. But still, I like to pretend that I'll actually try to put effort into buying "fashion-forward" clothes.

So in this post, I'm going to talk a bit about one of the only teen, child, and even toddler, trends that I've been keeping up with recently: Silly Bandz.
They're sweeping through high schools, middle schools, and even elementary schools across the nation. Those silly little colored rubber-band, animal-shaped bracelets. How did such a simple, cheap accessory capture the fashion spot light? Some blame the economy, saying that many would rather buy rubber bands, over a Gucci purse. But really? Colored, animal shaped, rubber bands? A fashion trend? Well, believe it or not, these silly little Silly Bandz are the latest trend among young people today.
Some kids have a few Silly Bandz. Some kids have arms covered in the rubber bands, and still wanting more. What is the point of these bracelets? They are just rubber bands, after all. But I guess that's just it. There is no point to the bracelets. They are just simple and affordable ways to accessorize. Well, that is, if you consider them accessories.

Okay, I think I am just rambling now. But really, these Silly Bandz are taking over schools. But how many Silly Bandz is just too many?

I've got 13. How many do you have? (Seriously. How many?)

Well, I'd best go back to researching the latest and greatest fashion trends. Good-bye for now!

Just Posting To Say "Hey"...

"Hey".

Listening To: "My First Kiss" - 3OH!3 (Feat. Ke$ha)

Well, I'm just posting right now for the sake of posting, because it's been awhile. I guess I'll post updates on my little war with that ex-bestfriend of mine later on. My other friend, Jordan, has been desperately trying to find my blog for the past few days. It's actually quite funny. She's always getting so angry, because she can't find it. Well, I guess no one can, because I still have no followers, haha.

Well, CBS's "Survivor" is going to start in a minute or so, so I'm going to go now. I'll post later maybe, or some other day.

Bye!

Bothersome Beyond Belief

So, if you read my last post, titled "Some People..." you'd know I'm in a little bit of a pickle right now, with an ex-bestfriend. Well, it's gotten even more complicated since then. However, all I want to do right now is scream. Why? SHE MADE A BLOG TOO. Her Aim status update: "i havee a blog! good luck finding it (:" How bothersome, considering I made mine weeks ago, and NOW she decides she wants one too. Nice. Even nicer, considering she made it on the four month anniversary, of when she decided she never wanted to speak to me again. Strange? Most definitely.
Well, I'd best be going now. I'm going to attempt to find her blog, and see if she's written about me. Wish me luck.

Some People...

Listening to: "Backstabber" - Ke$ha

Oh, how perfectly the song fits what's been happening for the past few days. Some people... really piss me off.

A tip of advice: NEVER say anything online, that you don't want other people finding out about. And secondly, NEVER fully trust someone. Watch what you say, to everyone. People change, long story short. And when people change, friendships change too. Sometimes for the worse.

Also, never talk about friends online, to other friends, even if you just need to vent. Make a blog, or find a site where you can post those sorts of things, where your friends can't see. This stands for ALL COMPLAINTS about anything your friends do, that you dislike. Don't complain to another friend, no matter how close you and that friend may be.

REMEMBER, it is very easy to save IM conversations, and retrieve them at a later date. This goes for Aim, Windows Messenger... any instant messenger. If the program doesn't have an automatic IM-archiving feature, IMs can still be easily copy and pasted into a text document, and saved for later.

To sum this all up, and to tell you what happened to me... (this is my form of venting, so that no friends will see) I had a best friend, named Marie.We told each other everything, and she archived all her IM conversations, and never told me. (I did not archive IMs, I did not even know it was possible) Then one day, she decided she never wanted to speak to me again. Four months later Marie dug up an IM I sent her quite a while back, complaining about how one of my other friends (Elizabeth) had done something to anger me. My ex-bestfriend sent the IM to Elizabeth, and Elizabeth now ignores me, and talks about me, right in front of my face, to my other good friend (named Jordan [for reference, Jordan is a girl] ).

However, soon after sending the archived IMs to Elizabeth, Marie texted me, apologizing, explaining that she felt extremely guilty, and felt horrible about being mean to me. She told me she "talked about me" to Elizabeth, but did not specify anything. I did not know anything else about the IMs at the time, though, so I quickly forgave her, simply because I'd so terribly missed having a best friend, and missing having someone to confide in.

Well, the next day, I was at lunch, sitting with Jordan and Elizabeth. Elizabeth had come in, and said with a sour note in her voice, "I was talking to Marie last night," but said nothing more about it. She ignored me for the rest of lunch, talking to Jordan. She kept saying things like "She's such a bitch." "That stupid bitch ho." "She's a waste of a person." "She doesn't care about you either, and she doesn't want to be your friend." (Reference: I never posted anything negative about Jordan in those IMs) I quickly caught on that she was talking about me, and I instantly knew Marie had not totally told me about exactly what she sent Elizabeth.


Now, I ignore them both. Elizabeth, for not seeing that we've fought before, and that I've been a truer friend then Marie has ever been for Elizabeth. Marie, because she may have apologized, but for the four months that we hadn't spoken to each other, I said nothing negative about her, to ANYONE. And here, she had perfectly demonstrated that she has spoken about me, at least once. Possibly more.



If you took the time to read all of that, kudos to you. I hope it was worth your time, and that it's taught you something. If you've got any opinions, or suggestions on what I should do about all of this, please leave me a comment. Thanks.

Spring Break, Anyone?

Spring break! Gosh, it's practically over, it feels. Wednesday already? And Monday we'll be back in school. I feel silly, having wasted away most of my spring break, on my laptop, and at home. I've gone to the movies, what, once? Yeah. Well, tomorrow I'll be going to the boardwalk. With my dad, and little sister. Joy. That's exactly what I wanted. Oh well. At least I'm getting out of the house, right? Can't complain about that.
Oh, I'm not sure if I already posted it, but I do live in New Jersey. And I can't stand that "Jersey Shore" show on MTV. That is what the shoobies do, not normal people, that live by the beach. (Please go find the term on Urban Dictionary if you are not familiar with the term "shoobie".) But those shoobies! Oh, in the summer time, the traffic trying to go anywhere near the beach is absolutely TERRIBLE. Really.
Well now that I've pointlessly rambled on slightly about "Jersey Shore" and shoobies, I'm kind of lost in my discussion with myself. I really need to pick a topic for each post, and stay with it.

Well everyone, enjoy the rest of your spring break. Bye.

What to write about today... not sure. Oh, how about writing about me, just a bit more? That sounds like fun.
Anyway, some quick facts on your new favorite person.

Favorite...

Color: Purple or pink. Probably a combination of them both.

Book: Tough choice. Either Angels & Demons, or The Da Vinci Code, both by Dan Brown.

Song: It changes all the time. "I Put Your Picture Away" by Kid Rock (feat. Sheryl Crow).

TV Show: Anything on the History Channel, pretty much.

Movie: Ties between The Pirates Of The Caribbean Trilogy, and The Underworld Trilogy.


Okay, I can't think of any more favorites to post.

Until I post again, bye.

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